Last summer, you might have remembered my complaining of how I hurt my back last summer playing Kinect Adventures for the 360. In the game I was on a flat cart going down a rail and there were many obstacles to dodge, some that I had to literally jump and duck over and under to dodge. Sometimes having to immediately duck after jumping, and I got so into this that I badly hurt my lower back and I was in lots of pain for months to come.
It especially hurt to sit or bend over to pick things up. I couldn't afford to see a doctor, so I just had to live with it until I got better. It sucked. But yeah, after a
very long time the pain finally went away for the most part. Sometimes I'd have a bad day where the pain would be back, but there was nothing I could do. The pain would sometimes come back when I woke up in the mornings, but I can't control my positions of sleep while resting, so whatever.
Now, almost a year later, something similar has befallen me, but the cause is unknown.
For a while now I've been having pain in my lower back on my right-hand side that would briefly flare up if I shifted my body while sitting my recliner, but I'd get over it soon enough because I thought it was leftover pain from last summer's incident (the recliner itself has been a good help on my back since then because it hurts sometimes to sit straight in regular chairs, sometimes limiting my time on the computer). I can't do anything about it, minus going for a walk every once in a while which actually helped a bit and asking for one of my sister's pain pills which would help a little bit. So this has been my lot in life for a while now.
But anyways, this pain on my right side has gotten worse. Yesterday I got up to take out the trash and the pain simultaneously shut up the right side of my back and all the way down my right leg. Standing was extremely painful and my leg became weak and wanted to give out on me because of the pain. Walking was worse. My right leg became stiff and I could barely move it forward whenever I wanted to walk, not to mention that that brought about another world of pain. So if I walk I'm now forced to limp and not stride. Coming back upstairs to my room is now a huge chore. I spent the majority of my time in bed yesterday and even then I was in a world of hurt (so I apologize to everyone on
ZU for my grumpiness these past few days). Shifting in bed hurts like the dickens. And when I'm perfectly still sitting, standing, or laying down, I get another weird type of pain in my right leg.
Have you ever had the flue where, besides being sick with the flue, you get those random pains in your leg that come, disappear, come, disappear, sort of like fireworks? Yeah, it's an awful lot like that. So when I'm not up and about and trying to remain stationary, I have to deal with that. Sitting at the computer is now a chore and almost a game to see how long I can stay sitting there before I can't take the pain anymore.
Due to financial reasons which I do want to discuss and will not discuss, I cannot go and see a doctor. Welfare currently isn't an option either. I'm on my own with this problem. So don't waste my time by saying I need to go see a doctor and/or chiropractor. You think I don't know that? But I can't, so let's leave it at that please. And there are no free clinics around either, well, not for the white man anyways.
I will say though that I now understand why universal healthcare is such a huge deal these days.
But yeah. I'm in pain. Lots of pain. And there's nothing I can do about it. I apologize to everyone on
ZU for my grumpiness these past several days. And if anyone has any good stretches I can try, please let me know, though I hesitate to ask because, no offense, I doubt many of you are specialists in this field.