Re: LISTEN UP SHRUB'S ADVANCED STUDENTS!
OoC: Well, now that I'm in a suitably depressed mood(I'm typing this after making my post) I think I'll go to bed. I hope this was interesting to you Shrub and Bloodsword... this is how my character parted company with Essie Brashe and found his way to the mountains Guardian Dragon and I are now roleplaying in.
BiC:
Kichaa followed slowly behind Essie as she stormed through the city, trying once again to find her brother. She had never even found a clue about him, but still she searched avidly, absolutely devoted to finding him. Kichaa had to admire her determination, if nothing else, but he doubted that he would ever be able to witness her reunion with a brother whom she probably had never even met. The thoughts were probably not a credit to the young swordsman, twenty years-old and on the verge of some kind of...change. There was that word for it, and that one only, because he was becoming more and more angry around groups, more arrogant, and in some ways... a lot harder to control. He found himself disliking other people in general, not anyone in particular, but instead the whole of ‘people' was encompassed by this negative feeling. He couldn't understand why, but he had a very good idea, regardless of how ridiculous or impossible it could have seemed– which it did, oh yes, it did– to himself or anyone else. Kichaa's nagging suspicion was... love. He had a very good sense for things that bothered people, himself in particular, and love was the only thing that had never managed to creep its way into his psyche, at least not since his childhood.
Hate, yes... hate had enveloped him at one time, mostly hate for criminals, but he had gotten over that, and with that hate went the kind of anger that he used to display– he now displayed another kind quite often. Kindness-- now that was something that he was still known for from time to time, but still he had to admit that even that was something that had waned off during this period, along with most feelings that went with it... like charity, happiness, hospitality, and so on and so forth. Greed was something that had never been abundant, only felt on rare circumstances and under strange arrangements, though jealousy was something that had invaded his very being lately.. He felt jealous every time Essie so much as glanced at another man... and that was another foreshadowing of what he thought was love. The list of emotions that he had, at one time, felt on and off, was endless and would remain endless as long as he remained alive, but love was at least one that he had never felt... and he did not know why.
Sighing softly, he stopped slightly behind Essie– who, despite a constant search for her brother, had no trouble keeping up a welcome friendship with Kichaa– and simply waited for her to become the raging cyclone of searching that she had been for as long as he had traveled with her. He was disappointed, though not completely, when she turned to him and asked with a strange tilt of her head, "Why do you keep following me? Don't you ever get tired of chasing me around?"
The question was in good humor, but Kichaa was not... though for her he melted into sweetness. He didn't let it on though, and may have gone overboard trying to mask it as he said, "Of course I do. Don't you like having a puppy?"
The tone was all off, and Kichaa knew it, but it was too late to take something like that back. Anger flared up in Essie's beautiful green eyes as she opened her mouth to scold him for the sarcastically bitter way he'd spoken to her, but she closed it for some reason... the anger retreated from her eyes as well, fading down somewhere– where it was, Kichaa did not know– inside her replaced by an immediate and sudden change in her body... she had tensed. Had he not known her, Kichaa would expect her to hit him... which is exactly why he didn't expect it when she did. As the breath left his lungs, his face registered shock from the punch she'd delivered to his stomach, something she had never done before. Now, Kichaa was not a weak man, in fact he was far from it, but Essie had hit him hard enough that even he– a well-trained, hardy swordsman– couldn't resist letting out a gasp of pain and crumple beneath his own, suddenly very heavy, weight.
A few heads turned in curiosity to see why Kichaa had doubled over, setting one hand on the ground as he regained his senses from the punch, but they turned back quickly when they saw Essie glaring at the area at large for no other reason than Kichaa had managed to touch her nerves. She took a few steps back from Kichaa, whom she had thought was her friend, and lashed out angrily, "If you think you're treated like a dog, then why do you keep following me? Huh? You could go and be all by yourself, so why don't you just go, I don't want you here if you're going to act like this."
Kichaa almost felt sorry, but she hadn't needed to hit him for it, so the flicker of hope for him disappeared when he stood back up to his full height. Essie wasn't short, but Kichaa towered over her at six foot four, and the look on his face was impassive in the absence of any feeling, he didn't care anymore, "I'll leave when I want to. Just go find your poor, long-lost brother alright? I'll be right behind you."
Essie turned away, putting her shoulder to him, took one last, worried glance at him and began running. Kichaa could tell that she wasn't searching for anyone... not anymore, and he could tell exactly what direction she was running: the harbor. She was going to leave, or at least try to leave. No, he thought, she knows that I could get on the Soarline before she even got it ready to sail, much less set sail. What's she doing?
But the girl kept running, her hair and bandana flying out behind her as she went, and Kichaa realized what she was doing. She wasn't running to anything. She was running away from him. He had made here either angry enough or sad enough that she had decided to run away instead of talk to him about it, and that was unusual. The young swordsman immediately felt sorry for what he'd said-- for what he'd done, really– and tried to catch her, but it was too late. He'd given her enough of a head start that he lost her in the crowded docks; because of this, he decided to return to the Soarline, to see if she had actually gone there.
His legs ate of the distance, mostly because he was still running, between himself and Essie's frigate– a clipper ship, really– and brought him there just in time to see her run down the plank and straight at him. Not in any kind of mood to be messed with again, Essie simply eluded Kichaa when he tried to stop her and skidded around him on the dock. Somehow Kichaa ended up in the water by the ship watching her go, wondering what he'd done. He hadn't noticed on the deck, but she wasn't empty-handed anymore: she had her weapons and a small satchel swinging behind her. She's gone, he mused, swimming unhappily towards the nearest ladder, she's gone... and I might never see her again. The prospect did not agree with him, in fact he almost vomited on the spot, but he managed to dragon himself up onto a ladder, and from there a piling, to rest. His day was turning out to be one large mistake. If he had just said one thing differently, he could have easily avoided. It could have all been avoided... if he hadn't been in love with Essie. He was in love with her, he was sure now... but he just lost her in less than twenty minutes, probably forever. We might not even become friends again, he thought sadly.
His eyes remained dry, not a tear in them, as he stood on the large wooden piling and gazed out over the throng of people on the wharf, all of them going about their business without a care for how much pain Kichaa was in. Looking down at himself, Kichaa sniffed ever-so-quietly before jumping onto the dock's wooden planking and sliding out into the masses of people. He lost himself in their closeness, walking through their midst to the stable feeling dead at heart. The only thing he could think about was how he'd lost her, how he had screwed up, and how he couldn't do anything about it. He walked straight into the horse-hotel– he'd called it that when setting Evelynna up for their stay, and even that made him feel the pang of hurt... he'd said that to Essie– and found his tack. His mount snorted in welcome, but Kichaa didn't have the will to act happy, even for his beloved horse, as he saddled her and swung up into the leather seat.
Pulling on the reigns slightly, he directed her out the back door, towards the north side of town and toward the mountains in the distance. Aching all the way for what he'd lost, he left the port city, the name of which he could not even remember anymore, and headed through the countryside. He didn't even notice the changes in temperature as he rode night and day, or when Evelynna simply stopped walking and began to eat... after about three hours of sitting there, he did remember, and he prompted her into a walk once again. They reached the Northern mountains in another three days of constant travel; there, they stopped.
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