Thug Angel's Poems

The Sunrise

Live life right, otherwise life is nothing
when you're gone, you're gone, dust and forgotten
achieve something, life is a lesson
tell everything in time, while the time is present
leave no secrets, theres healing in confessions
lessons youll learn, that you wish u knew early
time heals all wounds, death is healing at its purity
think of what youll miss, then cherish those items
life doesnt last forever, is it worth it to be frightened?
tighten your eyes, thinking closing them will affect it
reality is harsh, but its smart to accept it

with every rain drop, with every sunrise
with every sunset, someone dies
with every lyric, and with every song
with every new birth, someones gone
with every life given, theres someone to take it
with everyone of us that survived....there was 1 that didnt make it

Use your time wisley, smile more then frown
tomorrow isnt promised; tomorrow could be an eternity from now
in a split second, everything could be affected
everything that you know, and hold so dear
how would u feel if tommorrow disapearred?
so live life, dont be afraid of the chance
because the sunrise is coming, this day might be your last


with every rain drop, with every sunrise
with every sunset, someone dies
with every lyric, and with every song
with every new birth, someones gone
with every life given, theres someone to take it
with everyone of us that survived....there was 1 that didnt make it

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When you left me

When will i learn to avoid this situation
tight grip might slip cant avoid my anticipation
whats my fascination with wanting u to kiss me
and everytime u leave why do i wonder if u miss me
ive always cared 4 u, looked after u so much
but i guess i just cant win in this game called love
even though im what u want somehow u just cant see it
if i said that i loved u, could u ever even believe it
but i do and its true, somehow i know u knew
i could have plenty more but ill always wait for u
i got so much to do, no time to waste unless it
gets me closer to u because i think that u are precious
i must confess this, youve always been that one
who got away from me but came back just for fun
ive done what uve done and we can do it again
your closer than my girl, your my only 1 true friend
we belong together, at least i can see it clearly
and for once in my lyrics i hope that u will hear me
your beauty is incredible, no other way to describe
thinking that ur not but true beauty can never hide
so many times ive wanted to say what ive been feeling
but u heard me once before and im still not done healing
I wish that i could show u, but would u ever notice
the feelings that i have for u when u feed off my emotions
i need to be alone, take my heart and break it
i put my heart out there and u left me feeling naked
theres not enough words, that i could every say
just know that i luv u more with every passing day
your everything ive wanted, no others i have dated
i just wish that one day me and u could make it
so take this for what is, a song about ur beauty
dedicated to a person who never truly knew me
if you had of took a moment, pondered for a second
you would have realized that this is my confession
as much as i try not to let all this affect me
i shed a single tear on the day u went and left me...

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The Meaning of My Heart

You are the reason my heart exists,
your love is why it beats,
if your love was absent,
the beating would simply cease.

Your tears I wish to vanquish,
your smile i wish to create,
your heart i wish to hold gently,
as to make sure it does not break.

You are the reason my heart exists,
the reality to what I've been dreaming,
my heart stores all my love,
and without you it has no meaning.

Your love is why it beats,
it would cease to be apart,
I need you more then you know,
for you are the meaning of my heart.

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Live for Now

Nothing is what death is/
Friends are what breath is/
Life is a question/
And Pride is what sweat is/
Thoughts are how you feel/
Emotions are concealed
Never open up/
Coz your mind's not real/
Dont take life for granted/
Dont take what your handed/
Freedom of speech/
Its yours, so demand it/
Im not a wise man/
Im a man with options/
Death is a person/
Who gave up and lost it/
Live for now/
Dont think ahead/
If you reflect for a second/
Your already dead/
So Dont shed one tear/
Dont live in fear/
Dont think for a second/
That you dont belong here/
Equality is a blessing/
But its seldomly seen/
Happiness is blind/
Sumthin you felt in a dream/
So Live For Now/
Dont stop and wait/
You have a purpose/
Ya Gotta lock that fate/
Life is your choice/
This Is your time/
You have your voice/
You have your own mind/
Birth is a virtue/
Welcome to life/
Heaven is today/
And Hell is tonight/
Im not a poet/
I write from the heart/
I commit many sins/
So thats where i start/
I dont ask forgiveness/
Nor do i give it/
I live without thought/
Ill think when im finished/
I am who I am/
Im not who i will be/
I am who i am/
Until that day I kill me/
Not with a gun/
Not with a hooped rope/
The day of my doom/
Is they day i lose hope/
Im not afraid to stop/
But Im scared to start/
But no matter what happens/
I have to share my heart/
I wanna thank everyone/
For when you did nothing/
Coz a moment of silence/
Is that little sumthing/
That everyone needs/
That everyone breaths/
Everyone wants/
And everyone sees/
Nothing is the answer/
Theres no particular reason/
To why we're here/
And why we're berathin/
Dont stand in the shadow/
Dont stand behind/
Move up ahead/
And Dont stand in line/
So live for now/
As if it is tommorow/
Live your dreams/
And forgive your sorrow/

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Finding Peace

As much as i learn,
i never have the answers
as much as i heal,
i always have these cancers.
I will never heal completley,
but my health it not so critical
because u look at my life
as something so trivial.
forget my mistakes,
look at my acievements
ill look for god in a book
but i may find it hard to believe it.
for these are my last days
my final and fatal breaths
and the peace i never found in life
hopefully ill finally find in death.

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A souls suicide



What you go threw in life makes u who u are.
It also effects your mentality and your soul.
As the soul drifts from the body of a man
it feels nothing but pain and lonliness.
Sometimes the soul hurts so much
it decides it would rather not exist at all.
When you feel your an empty shell
A body, a heart, a mind, but still empty
thats how you know...your soul has committed suicide...

verse 1:

I am completley incomplete, the voices speak
noone hears my screams, the noise is weak
this bottles my heart, this lighter my brain
this pen is my god, addictions my name
i scream and shout, i feel it drifting
i search for nothing, what am i missing?

chorus:

Lonley heart, my soul has left me
my body aches, my chest is empty
so lonley, but still i go on
my soul hates what ive become....

verse 2:

I walk in solitude down this empty road
when the day is done, i am all i know
now here i am, not knowin who to be
and without my soul, its confusing me
i shed a tear, the day it died
gone, withered, a souls suicide.....

chorus:

Lonley heart, my soul has left me
my body aches, my chest is empty
so lonley, but still i go on
my soul hates what ive become....

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One Chance

If you let them go/
They will eventually leave/
A lesson to be learned/
So heres a message from me/
Hold on forever/
Never forget your first dance/
Hold on a little longer/
Cause you only get one chance/

I've learned a lesson today, one should never let go/
If you were once in love, you wont find love in the next hoe/
Your heart belongs in one place, a place I have left/
A place I let go, A place I regret/
I let you go once, and took you back with open arms/
But I did it again, I had to, I never meant you no harm/
I am sorry for what I've done, and I think about it now/
Sit silently with a tear in my eye, deep down I shout out loud/
What have I done, And what could i have done to fix it/
I had so many opportunities that i was to quick to miss it/
Now I sit lonely, with noone but my one friend/
I know what your thinkin, but im talkin about my one pen/
The one thing that I havent hurt/
The one thing my curse hasnt cursed/
But you werent so lucky, my pain hit you hard/
I didnt want this to happen, so now it hits my heart/
The only time I tell you how i feel is when Im hurtin/
Im too nervous, its not on purpose, Im still learnin/
I dont know what feelings are, but I know how i feel/
I know how to **** things up, but how do i deal?

If you let them go/
They will eventually leave/
A lesson to be learned/
So heres a message from me/
Hold on forever/
Never forget your first dance/
Hold on a little longer/
Cause you only get one chance/

I know now your feelings have changed, I've known for a while/
You know im not like this, being opens not my style/
And maybe thats my problem, and you've found the solution/
I just hope your happy, I hope you figured out your confusion/
Im not askin for you back, I made my mistake, its over/
I will move on like you have, just with my life a little colder/
I dont have all the answers, I have as many questions as you/
In fact listen closely, because I have a confession for you/
No, I never cheated, I cant let you get it confused with rappin/
I told you I would move on, I confess, the truth is I havent/
But now that I know this, moving on may become easy/
But I havent been happier than that day you come see me/
But nothing is easy, I have no idea where ill go from here/
I just wanted to tell you this, and let you know im here/
And when I told Marshall, that I was gonna wait for you/
I wasnt depressed from reality, I was amazed by its truth/
And so as always, I can only write how i feel on this screen/
No matter how much i wish, I just cant deal with a dream/

If you let them go/
They will eventually leave/
A lesson to be learned/
So heres a message from me/
Hold on forever/
Never forget your first dance/
Hold on a little longer/
Cause you only get one chance/

**~Garden of Reality~**

Amongst These Pedals Of Fallin Black Roses I Sit
Deep In A Mind State Of Misery And Regret
Wandering What If, As Though Somehow I Can Change
the garden of reality ...

The Skin I Wear Is Faded and stained
Hurt From Life, Burnt From The Pain
Cold Is The Rain, Falling On My Face
Sitting In the garden of reality.....

The Lush Green Leaves Beed The Dew
off onto the gravel I Moved For You
This Is True, I see the light
in the garden of reality.....

Upon This Tablet, Forever Etched
The Name of the person I cannot forget
since we met, I knew u'd sleep
forever in the garden of reality...

The Fresh Moved Soil, The Peddals Black
and All The Things I Never Asked
Too Late For The Past, Future Breathes
The Air In The Garden Of Reality....

Save A Place, Amongst The Sky
for me and u too sit and cry
One day Ill Die, Not Far Behind
The Death In The Garden Of Reality....

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Finding Myself

I awake inside a breathe of isolatioin
my world gone, time it seems is not patient
i found myself today as hard as it was
i took the moment and fell far from luv
im a boy lost in a nightmare, a man in a dream
perfection in nothingness, the silence in a scream....

Your poems/rap are really good.