True. Well, all I can do is hope than. And hugging is nice. I wish I had some firms arms around me. 3;

At least daily. An hour, orso. You two can cling on eachother's lips for the rest of the time.

Apparently you don't realize there are different kinds of love. There's the kind that you have for Raddy and I have for Dave. There is ALSO the kind that we have for our family members, like SIBLINGS. Which I have for Raddy. That is different. Understand now?

Am I not allowed to love Raddy like a big brother? Is Raddy not allowed to care about me so much? And besides, I've felt the same for maybe a couple years. You'd think if Dave felt I was cheating, he'd have said something by now, especially since he's known Raddy longer than I have.

I assure you he'd say the same about me.

I know. I personally think it's too soon. But I can't stop you two. I just hope that I'll still be able to talk to him and possibly also you when he gets there.

Still, It's a bit soon.

lol you don't know how much you're contradicting yourself in that message. You said we don't decide who Raddy loves, but you're deciding he had a "slight crush" on you for the past two years. Which is not true. Raddy told me himself that he and I loved one another first, not you. Like you said, he decides who he loves.

But you're completely wrong about Raddy only loving you. He loves me too, and you will have to accept that. He may be to you what Dave is to me, but that doesn't mean he can't love me like the sister I am to him as well. He has told me how happy and excited he will be to see ME as well. That's a sign he loves me. I'm sorry if it hurts you, but it's true.

And I don't give a damn about any issues you've had with Megan.

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How do you know he wants to go up there? How the **** do you know he wouldn't prefer to live down here where it's warmer? He told me himself he prefers the heat to cold, so I wouldn't be surprised.

And you GUESS you'll come down here? Ha. Like you of all people would have the money to do that. I am the one who lives closest to him and I loved him first and I grew close to him first. I'm deciding now. I don't care what you feel since you obviously care **** about my feelings in all this. I'm taking him whether you like it or not. I should be learning to drive sometime soon and I won't let my parents stop me.

But I can't bear to see him go so far away. Not after I've had to deal with BW being in CA while I'm on the east coast.

I'm not surprised. I don't know what is with those people he lives with we have to call his parents. They treat him like trash. Something needs to be done. I want to go steal him when I can drive, but then I'd be bringing him even further away from you. If you went to get him, then the opposite would occur. *sigh*

Well, he did the right thing. We have no reason to have issues.