I'll be honest, this comes as quite a shock. Even to the point of me not knowing how to respond. First off, I sincerely thank you. You might be confused, but considering the actions that took place months ago, you drove me to reflect on where my life was headed. It was a wake-up call of how I started off on
ZU, to becoming an S.mod, and then derogating my own good reputation. Not only have I spent soo many
hours, days weeks on
ZU, I've realized that it's done me very little good in life. It was more of an escape than anything else. Hence my absence. I left to try to forget how I've degraded myself, but also to face forward and trudge on through with my real world problems.
I started watching a TV show called Catfish. Although I've never claimed to be someone else, or fallen in love with someone online, it reminded me that emotions are emotions, no matter if you are talking to someone face to face or behind a computer screen. I needed that reminder and it made me reflect even more of how my actions have hurt you. For that, I'm still sorry and hope that one day you can forgive me. I won't pull excuses about my past problems, those are my own demons I need to fight, so I shouldn't blame the demons for my own wrong doing.
I only returned because it was my birthday and I wanted to reply to those whom have still remembered me. But just to let you know, I have changed.
-Marco
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we went to go to the American Girl doll store. My sister got a new doll and so did I (we both paid for everything). It was really fun ^-^
