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yes it is.so what's your fav Zelda game?mine's is the wind waker.

You have no valid reasons to apologize, everything was substantial during that time, and you should be grateful and indebted for being liberated from your astral inferno. In any case, I was under an medical check during the previous week. The details were sent to you via PM. Please, read it cautiously.

Aya my dear, needless to say... it's an pleasure to have you back. I apologize for being inactive from both insane trainers and here in the previous days. I'm utilizing an cyber cafe exclusively to send you this message. I'm currently having personal problems as well as inability to perform internet connection. However, I promise to reconstitute my activeness in the next days. Nevertheless, I will send you an improved PM with detailed explanation in the future.

(Considering that you've been around here for more than 1 month, you can PM some moderator here in order to promote the clan test. So, use this opportunity.)



Withal, I unquestionably love you. And I still seize this conviction.

you have xboxlive too?

Congratulations for the facet of not replying to me, you just earned the title of most insensitive person in the world.

In addition, here is your prize: *shows you golden trophy* Handle with care, Don't forget to show it to your friends at insane trainers.

yes it is!and kingdom Hearts it's a great game too.

??? A rant? I just aid it was no big deal and that you shouldn't take it so seriosly.

Fine, ok. If you say so.

No, but It can help. It doesn't matter if you don't have many people you trust, you have some. And thats all you need. Keeping it all to yourself won't help either. On the contrary, it could only make things worse.

Maybe you are not one of many words, but surely you can do better than to just say a simple "thank you" to someone who cares so much about you.

Am I free to perform intrusiveness...? I would like to mention small notes in respect to your arguement with Zero.

In first place, I would like to say I'm disappointed with what I could read in your latest VM's 4TH paragraph... I mean, you stated that you don't has enough confidence in anyone... does it includes me...? If so, this hurts me as I'm here to listen to your problems and share the arduous moments with you, you're not supposed to hide anything from me, because I would never neglect your words.

You have a point by claiming that the act of talking will not resolve your problems, that's somewhat true... it all depends of yourself and your self esteem... but sharing it with close contacts can help you at least diminish those problems, or distract yourself from them... keep in mind that words are powerful, and if correcly used can bear upon significant results... In other words, try to listen to people, especially me and your family.

Speaking of which... it crossed in my mind the idea of reccomending you an psychologist... don't think wrong of me, but I can ensure you it's for greater purposes... in case you're afraid from opening your heart to a strange, this kind of specialist is suitable.

Nevertheless, Zero... by claiming that he wanted to punch you, of course I would not permit it... but he was simply trying to indirectly mean that you need to open your eyes for people and you misinterpreted that... it's not everyone that is willing to support and care for the others, and it seems that you're merely trying to avoid everyone in order to continue alone and focused in your suffering... it seems that you're opting for this, I could even add that it makes you close of being an masochistic. If we can't overcome difficult moments, it's wise to try to encounter something productive on them... and I expect you to follow this counsel.

Besides... I have to disagree with you while you declared that my latest message was devoid of an reply requirement... I mean, second you... saying "Thank you" would be acceptable enough, as such, it comes to show that you're most interested in the general idea of the context rather than the details in the content... to put simple, you merely absorbed the idea that I was trying to comfort you and ignored my auxiliary points such as the fact that I was surprised with your disappearance or my regards about Lilith's fate... you simply observed that as minor and irrelevant. To put differently, it was parallel to the instance that you had absorbed approximatedely only 20% of the text.

In a way or another, my meaningless words provenient from my meaningless soul will not make any difference... I'm sorry for being an incommode to you, This is how I express my love.

You're the one that keeps talking about it. Let's just put this aside shall we?

A porper reply is a reply si wich you answer to everything you're told. Go look at your VM's. You only reply to about ahlf of what they say to you. Its as if you only read the lower part of the post and you only reply to that.

You say that these are hard time for you, and I'm sure its so, but you should calm down a bit. It almost feels as if you're taking it out on me. or...everyone else for that matter.

Whatever you problem is, why don't you go talk about it with someone you trust? And if you already have, then do so again, because I don't think things have cooled down.

Again, I hope you get well soon, and that things get better for you. Just let me know when you are in a better mood. I'll tell you a joke or two. ^^

Well, not tnecesarily screaming, but I felt some... hostility there. There's just something not rigt there.

You are overreacting. >_> *Sigh*

Not just sometimes. Kid, when was the las time you replied properly, to ANYONE? All your posts seems small and sometimes you seem to ignore things.

Very well then. I'm not forcing you too.

Hope you get better.

You don't sound so calm to me.

So, you're in a bad situation. Does that justify just coming around and getting hostile over nothing?

Would you mind telling me what's going on. I'm sure you might not agree to this, but if something is bothering you, you might as well speak to someone. I've got nothing to do right now. I'm all ears.

CAlm down a bit. You don't have to be so serious about something so small.

Maybe not, but what does that have to do with anything?

.........

What ever happened to sarcasm? or what about jokes? Aren't those things void of meaning?'

Wait...that's it? No reply?

I'm especially glad you're safe... I have to say you surprised me by disappearing suddenly, and my apologies about your friend's destiny... I can still guarantee she will remember you whenever she is right now... it's reccomendable for you to improve in spirits because staying deeply disconsolate will not bring her back... I'm sure it's a matter of time until you superate this unfortunate outcome.

I'm trying to cheer you up, but it seems that it was merely another failed attempt... I'm sorry for not being very useful... I try every weapon disponible because you simply worth every single effort.

I think you took that a bit to literally. >_>

My Darling... I would like to know how was your operation, in case you took it... were your vessels susceffuly repaired...? I could not stop thinking nor relieve my significant concernedness about you... I'm only hoping for a prosperous triumph from your part... I don't need to mention it's because I devotedly love you... *soft smile*

It's make an considerable amount of time since we've not talked to each other by now... as such, I'm missing the opportunity to read your candid and frank words... I hope you was emotionally stable during those days... because I don't want to see you impaired at any rate... despite the fact that it requires firmness to proceed with your surgery... therefore, you can always count with me to give you the nescessary encouragement and contemplation... I only wish we can meet each other again soon...