I'm probably not going to go back.

No kidding.

How? My dad is still deployed, I can't go back.

I'm still here, at my house. I'm homesick, I miss Germany.

No...? I didn't.

Homesick.

I just ****ing cried my eyes out again today...

Can't you tell that I lie? Of course everything is not fine!

Haha, it's alright.

Yeah. I spoke to her yesterday then had to go to bed. >_> I haven't talked to her since.

I just love when it's a rainy evening and you can hear it against your windows and roof. Also when it's raining and you're sleeping, you can hear it against your roof and it sometimes puts me to sleep.