Well I've never crossdressed or anything but I did tend to identify with female protags a little more than male ones. And this is pretty relevant so I'm gonna go ahead and ask a personal question; was your father around when you were growing up, or was it just you and your mother?
Perhaps you remember back in August I said I had only known about it for like six weeks? Well, that was transgenderism and transsexualism in general. To find the root of the problem, I had to think back and dive into my memories. I thought back to things I watched as a child. Who did I identify the most with? It was always a female character. Probably just for the sheer fact that they were female.
Now I was a very smart kid even though I did not know of transgenderism. There was always something...off about me. At times, I didn't want to be a male or do male things. I crossdressed and fantasized about crossdressing A BUTTLOAD. I always wanted to hang with my girlfriends but felt forced to pursue other things. Thoughts about beings the opposite sex still invaded my thoughts.
And we come to this summer.
And we come to now. I need your expert opinion. Because you are an expert. I mean, have you experienced anything similar to this?
I need your help. There's something on my mind about the whole...situation and I can't get rid of it. If you don't mind listening again. And I want to just chat afterwards because I don't want whatever the ♥♥♥♥ we have to be just me complaining in your ear lol
Hey red. So I've been working out my gender for close to a year now. In July will mark it. Last August, I believe we had a very nice talk about it. So I have a feeling its somewhere between full and partial. Just want to let you know how its going in that regard. And to be honest...I really wish I could be full on male but I really don't think that that is the case anymore. JUST IN CASE YOU WANT TO YOU KNOW STICK YOUR NOSE IN MY LIFE OR SOMETHING. But hey, I appreciate you listening.