Look, Cortana... I noticed that since a certain day, I ruined our friendship. You barely VMs to me since then, you're somehow cold with me, and things are just not the same as they were before.
I tried everything what I could, to make things back to normal, but none of them worked. And I even lost my hope that things could be good again.
But then we talked on MSN, today in the Saloon, and I realized that I just can't accept losing a friend so easily. But still, I don't know what else I could do. So I'm here to tell this to you.
I know it's my fault. However, I never meant to hurt you, to make you feel uncomfortable, to make you feel bad, and I'm sorry, I really am. You're one of my best
ZU friend, if not
the best, and you're like an older sister for me. Somebody, who I want to follow; somebody, who I want to talk to every day; somebody, who is technically the ideal of mine. And I don't want to lose you. I know that I'm not perfect, and have millions of bad things in my behaviour. But I can't help, all I can do is trying to change. And I do it. I'm trying, really. And I promise I'll be extra-careful not to hurt you. Actually, I'm extra-careful since a while - maybe it didn't work.. Because sometimes I just can't decide what you'd like and what you'd dislike. Obviously, I always want to do what you'd like, but sometimes it turns out wrong.
So, it's all yours now. I don't know what else to say; maybe this whole message was a wrong idea. If so, then I'm sorry again.
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