Yea, for "You wish you could hit it."

whatev. YWYCHI

You can't really add fans to laptops, and I probably won't be buying another one ever again.

I don't know what the deal is with the wireless router upstairs.

It would be better to use money towards a new computer, than it would to waste it on a broken one, which will only break again if it get's fixed, because it being a hardware problem was the first thing I thought of.

The machine always ran too hot. It will always even if they replaced the whole ****ing motherboard, I'd rather just get a desktop with a proper cooling system.

my wireless, it's gone to **** since yesterday. I doubt I can hold a connection to anychat clients.

My warranty has been gone for almost a year now, it was out before the computer broke the first time.

You can't remove anything from a laptop, it's mostly a video memory problem, and well that's welded to the motherboard. Meaning, it can't be fixed and it's going to cost money just to talk to someone about it. Cheaper to just buy a new one.

considering everything has been done to resolve it if it were a software problem there is no other possibility except a hardware issue, which cannot be fixed as it is a laptop.

The problem I had on the old computer was the in house network, not the actual internet.

NO LELOUCH MY HEAD IS ALWAYS LIKE TEXAS

My other computer the newer one, had gotten up and running, only to crash when I cam back from going to dinner.

I had been able to go back to SL, and the person who disappeared long ago, and who I lost was online.

I was able to find out what happened, and I promised I'd be back after dinner, only when i came back the computer wouldn't get online, wouldn't even recognize and connect to the wireless network, then it crashed, and I've been told that it definitely is bricked, as it has to be a hardware issue.

So now I lost that person twice, and this old comp wouldn't connect to the net either, and I tried hard to get back on msn so that someone could help me contact them.

I eventually did, someone helped me, but though the one I lost was still on, they did not reply, all I could do was have them leave messages for me, and hopefully she will email me as I have asked.

But I feel that will not happen, because I know this world too well. I have lost my other computer completely, and most likely that person again for the second time, and I cannot deal with that.

This old computer that I usually use, as I have said wasn't able to get online, though it is online now, I do not know for how long, and the speed is noticeably slower, the Tx rate is low for some reason as well, and I don't know why.

My father suggested it might be because of the storm, but why would that effect the in house wireless network?

In any event, I may not have the ability to be online. I don't know anymore, and I'm upset badly. I have little else to do. I can't stand that I was so close to happiness only to be robbed of it again. I'm sick and tired of it.

I don't even think I can use irc without being d/c'd constantly.

I don't know what else to say. I have no control.

Friend'd you.

I shall drop by whenever I crave intellectual stimulation.

Ah. They do that all the time. I guess ultimately, what the book "means" is a personalized matter that depends on what you get out of the experience. I hate to sound like those artists that say their paintings can mean whatever you want them to mean, but I guess that's the case.