Hi. How are you?

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haa. mybad. i saw everyone posting "happy birthday" on the 8th and assumed you had the same birthday as me lol.

wow, is your birthday on the 8th?

Nah.
I'm just not so recognizable. Not my thing.
Well I use to be Happyfacespidergirl. Don't feel too bad I've barely know you too.

I'm not sure

Happy Birthday, Beh 8)

MissingPiece/Rinnosuke are my oldest names.

Happy B day!

Happy Daybirth

well, see i dont really want to, haha. that's a lot of time commitment. This summer maybe, but i feel like i'll be cycling a lot (I work at a bike shop, lol). I bet it would be phenomenal though. There was one week where I ran like almost 40 miles. it was awesome. as much as i love running, i think 30 miles a week is good enough.

so true. i dont even know what I was doing with my life. I was somehow happier, more content, and enjoyed everything so much more back then. I don't understand it at all, lol. This whole "having friends" thing is much preferable.

running 11 miles only takes a day to recover from. I mean i certainly wont be doing back-to-back 11 miles runs on monday and tuesday, but its not like I'm too sore to go on a swim or do some chest/back/arms later. I've mostly just been cross training every opportunity I get, mostly for funsies and future interest in traithloning as a pass time.

who says i wont be having a threesome elsewhere?

I spent most of high school at home, playing pokemon (literally) and improving my scores on geometry wars. there was a significant amount of masturbation in between gaming sessions though. I didnt even know partying was something kids did in high school. I always considered it behavior worthy of imminent drop-outs. i was a ♥♥♥♥ing piece of work back then. I could have used a few more drugs in my day back then.

you can do 11 mile runs faster than other people.... when I got to mile 11 of my first half marathon, some guy ran up next to me and said "good work dude, I've been pacing off of you for the whole race!" Then he took off and just sprinted the last two miles in a way that crushed my heart.

i wouldnt have been there to receive said blonde, I usually go out on weekends. RAs arent required to spent every day and every evening in their room.

college has both been far easier, and far more fun for me. I didnt really have any friends in high school, lots of difficulties in public schooling in general. being outside of my parents' house did wonders for me socially. Still took me two years of uni to really understand how to interact with other human beings but im pleased with the experience.

I passed out once after a body-weight warmup thing, but that was after two days of solid keto/deficit dieting and not enough sleep. and I'm the kinda person who thinks the best feeling in the world is ascending the top of a particularly challenging hill some time during a 11.5 mile run, haha. I've done waaaay more lifting this semester than running though.

duuuuuude my residents talk to me all the time about their sexual exploits. I play a good job of congratulating them on their achievements and making it seem like a nonchalant thing, even though i dont do that haha. still makes them think I'm the chill ra, haha.

high school was way harder for me than college is, actually. but that's a diiiiiifferent story, haha.

uggghhhhh that kind of ♥♥♥♥ is the best. When you work so hard your muscles literally fail, like they are not capable of further force output. Our team commodore (read: captain) blacked out some time during the erg piece of that endurance/test set that I told you about a while back. He was literally passed out on the weight room floor for a half hour after that. Being in that kind of shape is a grrrrreeaaaat feeling. I miss it.

dude no i was the chill RA. I mean that in every sense. i was so lax with what my students on my floor did. since I got fired Ive been smoking blunts and drinking with them, lol. I took my job very seriously but when it came to the whole "conduct" and citing them for breaking rules thing, I didnt care a bit. I just made sure they werent hurting each other, lol.

when people talk about their sex life with partners, it sounds so magical to me. I've never really been a jealous person but that kind of stuff gets me going, haha.

hahaha, i think it basically entails me re-doing undergrad at a school with an actual design program. I'm really into the whole triathlon/endurance thing though, and I also love music a lot. Idk what that means for me, but it might involve album covers or freelance design work for Trek bicycles or something. The whole marketing scheme for barefoot running is also an interesting target. years off of those destinations though.

going through the part where you're trying to convert your undergrad skills to employable-real-life ♥♥♥♥ is scary. It's the part I look forward to the least, but i gotta pretty much deal with it next year.

I know what you mean! having access to college athletics is a really unique experience, especially for you since you get to play actually popular and respected sports at a high level. I totally identify with that. I didnt mean to sound judgmental, i mean it in the coolest way when I say "thats nuts!" being on rowing let me at least sort of interact with some true athletes, and that experience is very special.

yeah, maybe that explains it. i bet sex is a great experience with someone you're legitimately into. one of these days ill have to try that out. partying is not a great way to do it though, at least not for me. being an RA in the dorms really hampered my partying experience.

yeah, thats exactly what my degree is. The program doesnt really have anything tangible to teach, but mostly just makes students more aware about technology and provides that kind of base for stuff outside of undergrad. the way its marketed though is about being inventive with your skills. I dont particularly enjoy it but its probably the most compatible degree that WSU (formerly washington state agricultural college) offers me, haha.

i feel like your interest in athletics would make those all grrrrreat career choices for you. You have the skills, you just need a bit of education to make it work.

changing institutions must be sort of a scary thing. You transfered for athletics? thats nuts!

im very rarely in the mentality of trying to make myself look better. I dont want to use some kind of terms to define myself- they tend to come with a lot of baggage, but i guess "♥♥♥♥buddy" is descriptive so whatevs. It sucked honestly, i was so not into it.

partying is like the number one thing ive been doing. i dont like it, im not really too involved in the funnest parties and the behavior just doesnt really fullfill me.

my major is this interdisciplinary program called Digital Technology and Culture. You basically take an english composition degree and replace the lit classes with an eclectic mix of lackluster software training, social science, programming, and social media classes. I wanted to do some kind of graphic design type thing with it but idk if that will help out much. i might just do undergrad all over again at a different uni that has a GD program.

i'm turning 21 two full months after i graduate uni. >.>

oh ♥♥♥♥ homie. what school is it? That's cool dude, i would have known about it SOONER if you didnt ditch me for real-life activities.

are you having fun with the whole bouncing-around thing? is it fulfilling to you? I havent really had any kind of attention from the ladies yet. I had sort of a fake-girlfriend-thing for like three weeks. We worked together once a week and had no mutual interests except boning so it fell apart. other than that ive just been single and doing -nothing- with my time but drugs and alcohol and music.

oh i guess im graduating soon. idk how i feel about that. too young mostly.

dan what are you doing with your life? Football for WVU? how's the psych degree coming? Tell me whats up with you bro.

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