Hi Liah. I misses you ;-; I'm still alive fyi :3

Awwwwwwww ;-;;; That is incredibly sweet, Kefka <33333 I hope you're having a wonderful day. Thanks for making me smile <3

Happy mother's day because you are really like a second mother to me <3
Thanks for the support in rough times.
love you! =]

Or just drop me a PM :3 In fact I shall do that right now to you.

Liah! You should totes message me on skype! :>

Around an hour ago.

I began to feel strange. My breathing became fast. Nearly staccato. I felt my thoughts get faster and faster. Like trains, crashing into each other.

At around 20 minutes, this is where things began to get weird. I felt like my entire body was being pricked by electrical pins. A tingly, painful feeling. I'm still feeling that, somewhat.

Let's say around 30 minutes in. Paranoia is intense. Feelings of sadness. I felt like I was about to die. I began to hyperventilate. I felt like I was gone. Have you ever experienced your mind seemingly disconnecting from your body? Not fun. The music (I was listening to Ultravisitor by Squarepusher.) seemed so... fake and unreal. Everything was unreal. I heard the song and I saw the speakers and the computer and my bed as well as the stacks of books that decorate the shelves and walls. I wasn't quite sure that they were there, or if they even existed, or if I even existed.

40 minutes. Everything described above has risen to an intense, nightmarish crescendo. I genuinely thought that I was dying. I began to feel disoriented. Dizzy. I'm wasn't even sure what the hell was going on or if any of it was real. Noise. Definitely noise. Where is the noise coming from? I forgot at that moment. Began breathing very heavily, very quickly.

After that everything seemed to calm down for a bit. I sat down on my bed, crossing my legs, back against the wall. I closed my eyes and blocked everything else out. I focused only on my breathing, and getting it to a normal level and intensity.

I am now sitting here wondering what just happened. That was rather unpleasant.

You want to get banned? Why? xDD

GODDAMNIT WHAT DOES A MAN HAVE TO DO TO GET BANNED IN THIS TOWN

i wanetd to get jazzband but id d9iiy

Oh thanks for the heads up!

ZU history??

hey liah, just wanna let you know, after today you may reach me at Ageispolis@live.com you also have my skype

brb making ZU history

I got an e-reader, some very nice clothes which are just lovely, and some deodorants and fragrances. You sound like you got some real nice stuff.

Well, a few of my favourites are:
-Ender's Game
-House of Leaves
-Watchmen
-H.P. Lovecraft's writings.

So... I guess I'd say Horror or Sci-fi? I'll read just about anything if it piques my interest.

I got new videogames, a scrapbook, chocolates, makeup, new dresses and lotsa love! You?

As for a good book, hm... what kinda books do you like? Genre?

Sooo, what did ya get? :3

Oh, and since I got an e-reader, mind recommending me a good book?

Merry late Christmas and early happy new year! <33

LIAH! Merry Christmas! :3

Going good! Been drawing a lot still. Took up Guitar as well! And now I'm actually applying myself to schoolwork this year! Before I could get by as average with no effort, but now even with the minimum effort I;'m getting straight A's and all my quizzes always come back in the high 90's range. I've been losing quite a bit of weight as well, which is like a double whammy of confidence and love of life now, so yeah. I'd say life is awesome right now. <3

Hey! How's it going?

Heyyy liah. :3

What's up?

Hello. :3