Actually I feel a bit of anti social lately.
So basically I'm having a me time for myself. Sadly I don't feel chatting that much. Dx
How about you?

Thank you, for your advice. Yeah, I tried the somewhat calm way of doing it, and she started crying about me leaving, as in trying to guilt trip me into staying. lol. I can't do this anymore, it's mentally killing me. I am extremely unhappy here, and it's time to live my life the way I want. Not to her expectations anymore. Not 16, I'm 24. Gotta breathe.

I think it's a great idea, and I've noticed you making voice posts sometimes lately after the accent thread. As long as you make sure people know to post a notice if there's explicit language.

Have fun!

I wanna help with your voice chat thread

Awesome idea man! I think you should totally make a 'voice chat' thread!

"Not enough D, the theory goes" is where you said it.

I chuckled at this.

My little brother loves Spiderman to death. xD
Just about in Friday we got him Spiderman shoes for school, he can't wait to wear them.

When I'm bothered with something I usually go to them but I sometimes shy down.

Well I wish that sort of cool.
You know that I actually want to grow up to be like Sonic, well not like a paint myself blue and be a hedgehog but like personality wise. Carefree, caring, looking at the postive side of things, and moving forward. Silly concept but well at least something.

Surprisingly I did met some folks that helped me along the way when I'm tearing up like a little girl. They always help me feel better.

Eyyyy I'm doin great! Lately I've been getting a lot of momentum(I'll give you the details in PM later 8D)! That aside, since I started treadmill-ing, my stamina has never been better. I actually ran about halfway home from a friend's house today haha.
How 'bout you?

Being yourself, I actually don't like myself that much. If I think about, I never really had a personality back then. I was just a person who woke up, eat, go to school, and just fall back to sleep.
To say, I only joined into forum when I realised that I was pretty much nothing. I was scared so I hope that maybe I'll start developing a personality.
You know I'm kind of glad that I can speak someone about this.

Everytime in school I can only have a conversation that ended in few words, then they leave me with their friends.
Since then I keep that I'm not that special. I'm not like those girls who put one rainbow stockings, paint nails with crazy designs, put marker on my skin, or do crazy hairstyles. I'm more of person who just wears tank tops with flannels. :/

Everytime I hang with people, I don't want to embarrass myself in front of people. If do talk in front of someone I get so afraid if I'm not interesting.
Or worse I don't want to get hurt if they insult me if I do something wrong.

Nah it's okay. I have to soon realize that I do need help. You lived through that experience and it would be nice to get advice from you.

It's that when I'm with people, I usually think that I'm nothing to them you know.

I'm sorry I take long to respond. I don't like to talk about my problems that much to people. I feel as if something is wrong with and then worry what other people think about.
I really don't like to hang around people that much, I really don't want people to get know me that much.

I always have a issue with chickening out on events. I even have a hard time with buying things since I have to make contact with the cashier.

I see. btw do you have Gmail?

Texting to mobile phones via Gmail saves money (the mobile prepaid money, of course). I wanted to ask that via Skype but you weren't on.

Or maybe PM me if you don't want to put your Gmail address in VMs.

Because I saw you're online and offline every now and then.

I guess your internet connection is fluctuated?

Sorry I'm kind of slow at this.
Beliefs, I don't have any beliefs in which to succeed at. I know that I have zero confidence. Nothing, nada.