Nuuuuuuuuu!

When I try to swallow ANYTHING, I find myself clutching at my chest, and having to wince the pain away, and take it like a man.
And to be honest, it's making me mad.

*Shrugs* Ehh . . .
Prayed (with my grandmother over the phone, and with my parents beside me), took some pain relievers, and am going to see the family doctor about it soon.

So I think it's pretty much under control.

Ahh, sneaky, are we?

Nothing too serious. Just major throat/chest pain; keeping me from eating or drinking. (At the moment.)[/serious]

You put it on your wall.
Don't worry, I do it all the time.

Half true for me.
I DO NOT want my woman to have the same type of history as me. I just want her to be . . . identical(sp?).

EDIT: Kinda bored; might go to bed soon.

im not gonna blame u, trust me itd make me feel worse to try and i couldnt do it.

But i do really want to be with someone, no doubt i'll try again, i'm looking now. Just saying at the time of the last 2 times thats how i felt.

believe me i'd go insane if i was alone all my life. I just dont know how to find the kind of girl i'm attracted to. I dont care if i should take anyone i can get, i dont want that. And i think that sounds pathetic anyway.

I really just want someone whos in a way like me or been through really down times like i have.

WOULD YOU STOP THAT?!
Look, just try one more time. One. More. Time.

If you fail, blame me for pushing you.

Well, it's just that I failed once and don't want to risk it again.

And for the reason I was even dumped in the first place.

What'do ya mean?

Thank you!