How are your sheep doing?

I've only been wearing them for 12 days (they're 2-week lenses, and they cost a LOT more than I thought they would). Seems like I have to take them out at least once during the day when I'm wearing them, and douse them with the cleaning solution.

Both boys are good.
As for myself, these contacts are making my eyes feel dry.

You do NOT know how true that is.

Just waiting for you to show up.

Baaaaahhhhh!

it's all chill. like i said, trying to stay positive. constantly writing music and working out a lot help.

but i'm cool with getting messed up if you can handle it. i apparently can't.

i know it doesn't. i really do. my overall goal right now is to be a genuinely happy person. one of those people that looks at what life gives them instead of what it takes away. ignoring things right now is just my band-aid until i get better at thinking positively.

how you been, btw?

it's cool. i've convinced myself to forget about things. just trying to be ignorant and happy now. don't really feel any need for enlightenment or love anymore.