Mid semester break starts next week. If I wait for this letter to apply, I might be too late and I may not get a refund? If it comes to this, then I'll just have to... use the break to catch up on my five weeks of work I haven't done, and keep going with uni. But I don't know if I can? When I realised that I could apply for late deletion, I felt so relieved, and I felt like I CAN go to uni when I'm READY for it. But now, I don't know anymore? I don't know what to do, babes.

I mean, maybe this is supposed to be a challenge for me? But I don't feel strong enough, and I can feel myself breaking. I've missed out on heaps of classes this week too, cause I've been trying to sort out this deletion thing. The lady also said that I the judging panel of the deletion process will most likely question why I didn't apply for it sooner. But I didn't know the option was available to me until the counsellor told me.