I've often thought "Do I need to grow up from
ZU? Is separating something you enjoy part of maturing? Is
ZU like a childhood toy?". I've been here for nearly 6 years, thats a lot of hours in front of the comp. Sure I've taken a few hiatuses here and there, but it seems like I always come back. It's not a horrible thing, but let's admit, there are slightly better things I could be doing with my time (it just almost feels like
ZU is part of my day, like brushing my teeth). I always come back for the people and conversations, but in the end I'm not a guy rubbing elbows wth people at a cocktail party, I'm just a guy in front of a glowing screen. Long story short, I just wish my real life friends were as cool as my online ones at times. Am I addicted to
ZU?
Love life HA! I've had a few dates here and there but nothing permanent. My last ex-gf cheated on me with her ex (I caught them in the act, and what sucks, we never had sex, but she's more than willing to jump his old bones than new ones!)
Another one of my ex-gfs has been contacting me more recently. Things aren't going that well in her relationship (I was her ex-bf before this current guy) and she seems like she's looking for me to be stable. Her bf is going to the airforce, she recently became an aunt and wants to live closer to home, and she's thinking of quitting her job and go back to school. Last time she was in that situation she broke up with her bf because they didn't see eachother that often, then she met me. Is it evil to think "boy, I hope they temporarilly break up again so that I could be with her"? I've got to face it, she was the best girl I've had in my life so far, and I let her slip through (and she went back to her old bf...it just feels like I'm a rebound bf. I temporarilly get the girl, but she goes back to her man. Is there something wrong with me? Do I repulse women and remind them that they were beter off in their previous relationship?
-BGS