Heaven or Hell?

Lately i've been talking to Christian people. One named Mike helped me quite a bit. But, He also made me a bit afraid. Afraid that i will go to Hell for not being Christian. I do tend to think that he might exist. The problem is, I have one big sin. PLEASE don't lock this thread because of this, but my sin is masturbation. I'm trying to get rid of it, But it's hard. Cravings are pestering me. But i'm gonna have Mike helping me with it. I really hope i'll get rid of it. But it's become an addiction. I'm used to doing it every day. that's why it's terribly hard for me to get rid of it. I've been doing it three years now, And it's become a part of my life. It makes me feel more free, You know? I'm really afraid i'll go to Hell later. I know that God hates to send people to Hell, But i'm not sure about what he'll do with me. I can't pray, Since i can't talk to anyone that's not in front of me or sitting at another computer. I also can't read the bible, or go to church, since i'm raised non-Christian. Honestly, i do want to be one. But this thread is getting pretty long now.

Love ya, Jason Blade Coppock.
Thanks to Mike for being such a great help.

*Submits*

Read this: http://www.tbm.org/masturbation.htm

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