life is unfair!!!

life is not fair!

about 5 month ago, a friend of mine's killed himself. it was a suicide. he had a party at his house and because he was too high on drugs, he fell very very depressed and decided to put an end at his life. he was found on his closet two days after the act.

i was able to pass over this difficulty, with the help of my friends. i lived a "normal" life and smiles came back on my lips. but it was not for long...

today i learned that another of my friends accidentaly killed himself yesterday. he has hit a tree with his motorbike and never got up... now it's me who feel very depressed.

if some of you could write some words, i would be glad because i need a lot of help to get through this difficulty again. if you want you can send me some positive thoughts, it will surely help. and if you could take a few seconds before you go to bed to make a little prayer for me and my lost friend Louis, i'll feel a lot better.



thanx in advance for your support my friends.

All I can say is that life goes on. I know that it sounds harsh, but you can't let their deaths keep you from living. You can't let their deaths being you down, you have to keep on living, even more so because they can not. You have to keep their memory alive, and keep on living, if not for yourself, then for them. They would not want your life to be ruined because their's were. Keep their memories alive, and make a special place for them, but don't let this "kill" you too.

I am so sorry to hear of this.

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and yet life continues...

if you feel like you want to end your own life, as I want to end mine, see someone. Anyone. Tell them. They can protect you from yourself.

that's what keeps me from taking a knife to my wrists...

i don't know you a lot but i'm sure that put an end to your life is the worst decision you can take. like you said, there is always help, everywhere. i never thought of doing this and i assure you, you have to not think about it too.

and thank you imstarbright. you're like a sister for me.

i thought imstar was a guy >.> <.< well you learn somthin new everyday.
anyway.thats sad FBI.I mean im almost(ALMOST)crying.of course i wont post anything more so i cant make you feel bad.

FBI, thats pretty bad.

Same thing happened to me...except it was not two of my friends, but two of my siblings. If you ever need to talk you can email me at junio_969@hotmail.com. Life will go on, very sadly, and prayers are with you.

Life can be bad sometimes. You just have to live through it as best you can. It can get hard and horrible, but getting through all this is just thae many challenges a person has to face in their life. Life is rough and harsh, but you just have to find some way to get through it. Sorry for the loss of your friends.

i never pray, but i will for your friend. im really really sorry for you, but as you know they are both in a better place. theres nothing i could do or say that could help. just know that ill pray my heart out for your friend and if you ever need anything, id be more than happy to help.

Whoa..man..just don't kill yourself or we'll all be sad....and Iwould like you to know I am available to talk at: drumsofdoom814912000@msn.com

I can talk from 3:00 - 4:00 and early tommorow.

As several people have said, life goes on.

Do not feel sad that they are gone, but be glad that you could be blessed to know them, and to be their friend. It is not good, nor healthy to constantly be depressed and sad about the happenings of life. You must count your blessings, and know that you have learned from them something, and that their memories will live on.

Originally posted by Insanity
Life can be bad sometimes. You just have to live through it as best you can. It can get hard and horrible, but getting through all this is just thae many challenges a person has to face in their life. Life is rough and harsh, but you just have to find some way to get through it. Sorry for the loss of your friends.

Exactly. If you can get through stuff like this and not become a depressed man when you're older, you'll have accomplished one of the harder things in life. Don't give up.

Thats so sad....I can relate sorta. All of my family smokes and I am worried they will die soon. I have a sister who is 15 and she smokes. She is too young. My dad used to be an alchoholic and my mom still drinks and smokes. My life is strange and sad.

I feel really bad for you buddy. But you just need to know, that there are ALWAYS people that love YOU and care for YOU, and that this world isn't so messed up after all.

I have 3 friends who have tried to kill themselves. Two i stopped....one still in the process. Just don't give up.

All I can say is that it was his time to go, his name was called. Its ashame that this would have to happen to you, and I'm sure its hard on you. But the thing to remember is that his in a better place, and he no longer has pain, his pain of life has ended. My advice to you is to hang in there and try to move on. FBI I pray that you will get through this hard time, and have the power to move on with your life. Life is Cruel, but death is a gift. ( please, if you don't understand what that means, don't tell me its stupid and doesn't make sense. You'll be wasting your time. )

srry to hear that FBI, life is unfair indeed. but i hope you will find your own way to struggle trough it like everyone has to,
i wish you lots of strenght for the future ,
and if you need someone to talk to , there are plenty of people here,
take care FBi,

I'm no good at advice and nothing that awful has ever happened to me so I cant say I relate or anything. But I am sorry for you. Thats a terrible thing. But have faith.
Be strong for your friends.

Wow, i feel so sorry for you, i have no clue what i would do if that happened to my friends.

You shouldn't feel depressed, they are in a better place after all, and they are watching over you to make sure you do not make the same mistake they unfortunately happened to make.

I hope you feel better.

I am so sorry. Take the time to sit down and have a good cry about it because crying always makes me feel better, maybe it will work for you...

Then get up and live your life at its greatest, not only for yourself, but for your friends too.