the entire school year I sat anticipatory for the summer and then when it finally came I found myself at a loss for what to do - I've already spent entire weeks of this summer away from home staying with friends for no apparent reason because I couldn't bare to be at home by myself after going so long seeing so many people every single day.
eventually I grew to enjoy and appreciate the solitude though... just take some time to enjoy the things I can't do with people around.
also masturbation. I do that more than I did during the school year.
Last night I was drinking with my neighbor and some strange guy I just met. After a case of beer my neighbor and the strrange guy decided to wrestle. They wore each other out after a few minutes and then suddenly three cops showed up at the door. The strange guy started yelling at the cops and the cop busted out his taser and made him get on the ground. After that the cops pointed there taser at me and made me find my id and then left me alone. It was kind of scarry having a cop threaten me with a taser because of some beligerent fool.
I've learned throughout life to not feel grief stricken over things. It's just that, in my life anyways, life doesn't care about you, and likes to chew you up and spit you out. One drug for the misery of life is hope, but I find that too blinding. With hope, you can imagine things that aren't there, or aren't going to happen. I almost pity the ones who hope a lot. The only drug I use is acceptance -- something other people are too hopeful to use.
My pot smoking drug induced mother, and her psychotic mind controlling mother are currently trying to force my dad to buy a large piece of land we have, and are bringing it to court. We will probably sell it sooner than expected, but that isn't really the worst thing I've experienced lately.
The girl I like got a boyfriend and she is leaving to college in less than a month.
Besides that, mom and dad got separated and I'm an only child so is hard to 'choose' a side.
And just found out I need glasses.
My ear infection is still present after almost two weeks of constant medication.
Originally Posted by Eternal Legend
I had the worst happen to me and my family recently. And it says it all in the sentence under my name. Someone murdered our family friend's young son when they set their house alight one night just about a week ago. Their young son Nicholas died and his mum received severe burns to most of her body trying to save him. She lost her voice due to smoke damage and she's in such a wreck. We're looking after her, but seeing her brings tears to my eyes. Nicholas was only 8 years old.
I played with Nicholas just days before his death. It's tragic...
The murderer is still at large, and I'm hoping that someone will eventually catch him. It's also the reason why I haven't been active over the past few days.