Guilt Hurts.

Um hi
This is the story of my Character, Bibu.
You can post comments between chapters if you want to but please be nice ok?
Thank you.
Here we go!

Chapter .1.

Flashback...

The small, defenceless wolf puppy opened her eyes for the very first time. Instead of seeing the loving family she hoped for, she found herself , stuffed in a box with the rest of her litter-mates. Her nose curled as she smelled the foul scent of death for the first time in her life. She could hear the painful barks and yelps of dogs crying out for help.
A huge hand reached into the box and grabbed her by the scruff of the neck. She let out a painful yelp as a huge, ugly human stared her in the face. He threw her to the floor and started to beat her with a stick...

Flashback ends...

Bibu was a wolf. A wolf who was taken away from her pack and forced to fight dogs.
She waited patiently in her small cage. She could hear the roar of the crowd and the barking of another dog. The barking made her angry. She started to growl and bark as she rammed herself into the cage door. She was desperate to get out and rip her apponant apart.
Her master walked up to the cage and stared at her.

"Listen Wolf!" he snapped "You'd better win this for me or i'll bury you in my front yard got it?!"

Bibu tried to lunge at her abusive master. She hated him so much but she was too scared to stand up to him. Her master opened the cage and attatched a chain to bibu using a choker collar. He led her into the ring. Again, the crowd roared. The man kept tight hold onto Bibu for as soon as she saw her apponant, she was immedietly angry.

Her apponant was a huge Bull-Masstiffe who was at least twice Bibu's size. This didn't scare her. She growled and barked and snarled all she could. Her master suddenly let her loose. The Masstiffe's owner did the same. Both animals went running at full speed towards each other. Bibu aimed for the huge animal's neck but before she could get a hold of him, he grabbed her by the scruff of her neck and litteraly threw her across the ring.

Bibu struggled to stand. Blood was staining her beautiful baige fur. The pain on her neck didn't stop her. As soon as she was back on all four feet, she ran straight towards the huge dog. This time she wanted to make sure she didn't miss her target.
As she ran towards him, the Masstiffe tried the same trick again. This time, Bibu was a little quicker on her feet. She leaped into the air and avoided the dog's attack.

She landed gracefully on her feet. Then, once she was sure that the dog had let his guard down, she went straight for his neck. She dug her fangs into him. The huge dog let loose a painful howl as Bibu pinned him to the floor. She could taste blood. She hated it.
The dog twitched as the life escaped his body. Once she was sure he was dead, Bibu released his lifeless body.

The crowd cheered and roared as Bibu stared at her lifeless apponant.
She could feel the sinking feeling of guilt in the pit of her stomach. She felt that way after every match. She didn't like to kill but it was all she was ever taught to do. Still, it made her feel evil inside.
She didn't act like a wolf. A wolf would never kill for no reason. She just thought of herself as a pitiful, cowardly dog who can't stand up for herself.

The Masstiffe's owner, dragged the bleeding remains of his dog from the ring. Bibu's owner ran to her and looped the choker collar around her neck once again. He dragged her back to her holding pen and locked her in.
She collapsed from exhaustion. Graphic images of that fight flashed through her mind.
She hated herself.
She was a discrace to all wolf kind.

"How can I sit here and take this?" she sobbed "I...I''m a murderer!"


Well, there's chapter 1. Please comment and please be nice.
Thanks for reading.

Hi, me again
Here's Chapter 2.
Hope you enjoy it.

Chapter .2.

Flashback...

The 6-week-old, baige wolf puppy sat in her holding pen. All around her she could hear barking and snarling. She wasn't a naturally violent pup. In fact, the thought of all of these scary dogs frightened her.
With her was one of her sisters, a sandy brown wolf pup who was almost as scared as she was. They both huddled together as they saw their abusive master walked up to them.
He opened the door and climbed into the pen with them. He grabbed both pups by the scruffs of their necks. He forced them together and tried to make them fight each other. The baige pup didn't like this at all. The tiny wolf broke free from her master's grip, turned to him and harshly bit his finger. The man flinched in pain then kicked the pup as hard as he could...

Flashback ends...

As she layed in her holding pen, Bibu tried to clear away all memories of the fight she'd had the day before.
The taste of blood was stiil on her tongue. It was strange, even though she was a wolf, a natural killer of pray, she hated the taste of blood more than anything in the world.

She sighed.
Suddenly, she could sense that her master was getting closer. She hurried to her feet and prepared herself for the worse. She could see him getting closer. As he was almost at her door, she could see he had another dog with him.

It was a Pitbull puppy with white fur and brown patches all over him. The poor pup was reluctant but the man dragged him into the pen next to Bibu's. He locked the pup in. As he walked passed Bibu's door, she lunged towards him, barking and snarling as hard and loud as she could. Her master kicked at the door.

"Shut the hell up, Wolf!" he yelled as he walked away.

Bibu let out a small growl.
Suddenly, she heard the pup next door thrashing against his door. He was barking and howling.

"Let me out! Please let me out!" he howled "I don't like it here! I want my Momma!"

"Give it a rest will ya?!" snapped Bibu "No matter how much you cry, he'll never let you out kid!"

The puppy leaned against his pen, wall. He could pick up the scent of another dog behind there. He stopped his crying and calmly layed near the wall. Bibu did the same.

"What's gonna happen to me?" sobbed the puppy
"You're gonna fight, that's what!" answered Bibu

Hearing this made the pup feel sad. He made a quiet whining noise.

"What's your name?" he asked inoccently.
"Well, I don't really have one." she answered "They call me "Wolf" but I prefer to be known as Bibu."

The puppy's ears pirked up. His tail started to wag back and forth.

"Wow. Why do they call you Wolf?" he asked
"Who knows..." sighed Bibu "...I don't even know what a Wolf is"
"I do!" the pup barked happily "A wolf is a big and strong dog that's beautiful, and kind, and full of dignaty!"

Bibu laughed. How could she be a wolf? She didn't consider herself beautiful, nor was she kind and she deffinitly had no dignaty.

"Really? Well I'm no wolf then" she laughed "Anyway, what's your name kid?"
"My Momma called me Runt coz' i'm the smallest pup in my litter" answered the puppy.
"Runt huh?" smiled Bibu. "Cute name."

Chapter 2. is out of the way *cheers* Please comment. And sorry if it's a bit long.