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[Constantine]

I got mad. So I wrote this. Also, these are the character's opinions, not mine:

If only there was a way for them to understand him. If only there was a way for them to know what was wrong. They believed they knew, but what a colossal misconception. How bitterly and utterly wrong they were to think that they knew the problem. It was more than just a problem to begin with, but they persisted nevertheless. Why was it that everyone here that walked this land needed to know everything? Is it so important to us to know everything there is to know that we may even die for it? What is the purpose of this nonsense? We are and that is it. There were no ifs ands or buts about it. There was nothing that could be done to prevent any of it. It happens and this is the way that we must live. Adapt and get over it. If only such a simple philosophy was applied to everyday life. If just this one thing were reminded of us every day, there would be so much less arguement and strife. So much less anguish. . .

But we're human- and we're stupid.

Having to know everything truly shows that the time we have is useless. It shows us that we've nothing better to do. There could be so many more things left in the world for us to be happy and cheerful about rather than having to know everything about it and prove ourselves wrong. Prove something and then prove it wrong. It seems that is all we do. If only the mind were simpler. It would have been better to have a simpler mind.

They say that questioning everything is how we learn. To an extent, yes. But if we go so far as to question why we are here or to ask useless things like this that we will surely never figure out, then we have crossed the line and should therefore stop.

This also leads to thought. Thought is the one ability that we have thing that Daven Shina utilized too much. How he wished he didn't think this deep. So much philosophy and yes- because he was criticizing himself- so much questioning. He thought it stupid and wrong, though there he was doing the thing he hated most. He wished that he and everyone else weren't so flawed.

The thing one thing that baffled him the most was how one thing could lead to another in this vast world we like to call the mind. A second you may be thinking about what the sports highlights will be, and the next second you are either thrown off by something else like a visually pleasing girl or it can lead to you thinking about how to get a lot of money.

But then again, who could blame Daven? A sixteen year old who once lived in a peaceful world he liked to call Earth has now been brought to a totally new world that was so unfamiliar to him. To begin, he was no longer at the top of the food chain. Mysterious creatures indescribable through simple words no matter how big or small would come along to greet the small communities all over Trinaria to feed on a nice juicy snack.

It was gruesome, too. They would start off at the head and work their way down, ripping their food to shreds. You would think people would run away, call for help even, but this was far from true. All the people could do was watch; watch their loved ones die a horribly brutal death in full.

It was this that tore Daven apart. He had done the same when his mother was claimed as victim to this horrible crime. He wished there was order on this new world, he wished he was normal. What a farfetched dream. That would never happen. The normal he knew was left far away in the few leftover pieces of Earth floating around. Here in Trinaria, there would be a new normal to be established.

There was just a few things different about Trinaria than Earth. If you remember the last few passages Daven submitted to his journal, you would know about the adaptations, the atmosphere, just about everything you would need to know. But what lays before you in the next few pages are some more things that occurred before the Departure and after. . .

[The Dark Side]

This is really confusing, maybe I just wasn't paying attention... I'm going to read this again. But really, it confused the hell out of me, I was pretty sure you were talking about earth for a while there, then I have no idea what happened.
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