Death is a difficult subject for me, whenever I start to accept it, something always makes me fear it. Your all right, we will never know what happens when we die or after we die if there is an after. It all comes down to what you believe. I like the idea of "living forever" after death, maybe when you die all your memories will fade away in a sense, but I think that there will always be something of you that remains, waiting to start over, in a plane of existence that has no order. Maybe what happens when you die is something that our physically bound spirits can't comprehend. It's a strange feeling for me, I don't fear death itself, but I fear not knowing what is going to happen.