I cry.

That's really all I can say. A couple weeks ago, we watched this movie called Warrior, and I cried a couple times in the movie, I'm not embarassed or ashamed.

When I see a guy crying, I don't make fun of him, or see him as a weak person, crying is natural.


The last time I really cried was when my younger (youngest in the family) brother and dad (or step-dad, he was adopted, but lived right next door to us, we are very close to the family) passed away. I... just couldn't believe it, at all. I couldn't understand what my sister was saying when she walked in the door, crying. I, just died right there, when I finally heard her say they died.
One of the hardest things to do, was wake up my dad, and tell him. I was ♥♥♥♥ing crying like crazy, just, a very emotional time for all of us.

Is it sad that I still think of him, and still cry because he's gone?

lol, getting teary-eyed writing this post, I think I'll stop.