Haha where to begin well in the past year there has been two girls that threw me to the wall saying they like me and NEED me. The first one was cool we went out a few times and things were going great then she went to Germany that was swell she comes back says nothing to me avoids me at work and there was no real reason why she started to ignore me, she didn't meet anyone in Germany and we were having a great time before she left. She ran to college and have not heard from her in 7 months hell o well. The next one this one is the killer we started hanging out no real romance in it but over time it grew until one night on my lunch she comes running up to me saying she likes me more than her current BF I am shocked and as happy as I ever been EVER. The kicker is that she has to go see him on the way down she talks to me saying how hard its gonna be to do it but its for the best for her mostly well very long story short she tries to break it off with him and he flips telling her she dose not know what shes talking about and 5 years without him isn't long at all. Then she tells me that shes gonna tell him whats what and end. Well shes with him at this moment she completely ignored me for the time being only talking small stuff with me it seems like she has distant me from her and when he leaves I dont know whats gonna happen. She would tell me for weeks how she is gonna break up with him and that "if" feelings for him come up that she can overcome them well she couldn't and now I am hear broken man life sucks it seems every girl I show interest in tells me they like me but nothing ever happens in the end its horrible. Just got to remember that there are more fish in the sea but I am in a desert there is no water and I am alone story of my life ha ha ha.

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I hate them both the black guy and the white guy but...