When I was a kid, I couldn't wait to be all grown up and adult like and whatnots. The thought(s) of driving, having my own place, doing whatever the hell I wanted seemed like pure paradise.
Now that I am old enough (20 going on 21) to do all that stuff, it seems kinda...scary. Like, I can remember being 10 and bragging to my mom that in ten years I was going to be 20, and now that I am 20, it's like, Whoah, I'm 10 years away from 30 and 20 away from 40

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What really hit me was this commercial for life insurance, and apparently, I'm elligible for it. I literally freaked out for about a week

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