I agree with Asia. I have been reading from the start, but I didn't comment because I didn't really know what to say. I can't say "good" because it's a terrible thing to have happened - you haven't finished, but the description of your love life as a "train wreck" doesn't exactly smack of sweetness and roses - but you have writing skill, I'd say. Lots and lots of grammatical errors, but still, written from the heart, which is what counts. Grammar can be corrected; lack of style cannot. I also await updates, and I wish you luck with clearing the wreckage and getting the railway running properly again.