This is a touchy thread for me. I used to be a heroin addict in my youth. That was the lowest part of my life. I never used to care about anything. Almost dying was my saviour though. I ended up swan diving off a bridge into the canal. They were bad times. Thankfully, my family saw me through it.
I'm not ashamed to admit this on here. It makes me proud that I survived it all. I have a lot to live for these days and couldn't possibly imagine my life the way it was again. Besides, I have my kiddies now.
There really wasn't anything that I hadn't tried. Acid, speed, cocaine, PCP, weed, booze etc. Trust me, I've been around the block once or twice. Had my fair share of heart ache. Friends died, I lost loved ones due to my habits and I'm still here telling you guys the most important part of my life. It may not have been the best part by all accounts, but still one of the most important. If I didn't go through what I did, I wouldn't be the person I am today. Of course, I wish it never happened, but looking back now, I'm kinda glad it did.
I hope you can all see past that and see me for what I am today. I smoke cigarette's still, but nothing else. I only have a drink at christmas to be sociable with my family.
