Well I can relate with your rage problems and depression things. when i have my deep rage i just stop talkin, because i know if i say anything ill just explode and start cursing and headbutting people. something else i do to deal with my anger is hurt myself, whitch i do not recomend, i am what you would call a cutter or what ever i cut myself. i cant really help you hide the rage or anything like that cause i cant do it myself, but i have to say that you are one strong individual because talking about these things are really not easy, i mean im getting angery writing this. i just dont tell anyone about my problems i keep them locked up inside.

.....locked up on the inside, never to escape, always burning, fire on the inside, screaming to escape, locked up inside, never to escape........so yeah