Oh my freakin' God. Ascius.......I am telling the complete truth, I have tears in my eyes........

That is the saddest story I have ever heard. Man I am sooooooooooo sorry about all of this. I hope to God you feel better sometime soon, and in the meantime I will pray for you, no joke my friend. I had a good friendship with you for a little while, too bad it wasn't long enough.......

*tears up even more* Dangit I'm ready to sob too, I love ya bud, and I'm as deeply sorry as I ever have been for anyone here on ZU........*softly hugs Ascius* Even if you're not here....I needed to do that.....